peek-a-boo

Dropping by,

Hello. I am sure you're probably wondering why I'm suddenly here. Suddenly, I just felt the need to write here. Maybe cause I forgot how did it feel to blog here. I browsed through my older posts and wow, have I changed quite a lot. Funny, reading it all back. Reminiscing those fun times, mad times, sad times. Memories, it will always remain. Lately, I've been feeling down and dull. My heart is like a rock now. I don't have feelings. Yes, it's true. No, I'm not a monster who eats and bites and couldn't care less about other people it's just that I don't have the urge to even feel anything. It's just always a blank moment, a blank minute, a blank second. I cry, yes I do. I laugh, of course. It's just most of the time I feel nothing. It's really not a joyful thing if I say so myself but then again, I can't feel anything. I am static, I'm numb. Yes, that's the word. Numb. Period. Sigh,

xoxo,
M