lifesize

When you get too overwhelmed by a situation , things somehow just wont fall into place.
I am pretty sure you have come across this familiar or shall I say this typical situation.
Your happy , your always smiling thinking of how happy you are but then again,
maybe it wasn't the right time nor the right thing to put all your hopes into it.

It's somehow rather sad or depressing or maybe even devastating.
Can't really figure out the perfect word for it but yes,
Let me call it a weird emotion where you feel clingy and different.

Maybe I was just thinking too much or maybe I wasn't thinking at all.
Then again, maybe it was just for the sake of it.
I can't seem to figure it out just yet.

I'm tired of the same routine.
What routine you may ask?
Well for instance,
always going with the flow and letting it all just happen.

I don't think it works that way all the time though.
Well at least for me it doesn't .
What am I going to do about it you may ask?

Well, how bout you tell me ,cause I can't even comprehend what to do now.
Cheers(!)

xoxo,M