happy independence day

I might not be the most patriotic person in Malaysia but happy 51st Merdeka everybody . Puasa is tomorrow , wow I am truly amazed how time flew so fast. The next thing you know it's raya already and then soon it'll be 2009 . Wow, just wow. So I had a bad day yesterday and I'm trying my best to remain optimistic today. Hopefully no one will screw things up for me today. Where do I start ey? Let's see . Yesterday I woke up at approx 10 a.m . Had my breakfast and took a shower . Was not feeling so lazy for god knows what reason so I decided to do my homeworks , well I didn't quite finish everything up. Okay, anyways while I was peacefully in my own zone listening to my playlist my self centered ignorant little annoying fucked up asshole brother just had the guts to ruin my day by mocking and provoking me. What the fucking hell was his problem? And knowing me as a not so patient and very bad tempered person I went ballistic on him . So I ignored him and decided to eat lunch while watching tv but no, he just had to mock me again. Good god , what the hell? Things were suddenly quiet for about a fucking less than one minute that is . All of a sudden my mum decides to go ballistic on me for no particular reason. I repeat, NO PARTICULAR reason at all. I started crying because I was too pissed off . Like wtf dude? So then, it was time to go to my aunty's house for one of my cousins daughters birthday. I was feeling really lazy to go. In the car I asked my mum a few questions about the party what time will it end and such. All of a sudden, again she decided to go ballistic on me saying if u didn't wanted to come why don't you just go to your friends birthday parties or whatever. And I was like What the fuck? I didn't know that I was allowed to not go to this party damnnit . So eventually I stayed at home ALONE. Yes , literally alone with fucking nothing to do. You want to know what's the best part? I was fucking hungry and there was no food for me at all. While my other friends were out having fun I was stuck at home alone. Joy to the world . I wanted to go out at least go visit rantai or whatever but then I had no transport . Mann I can't wait to drive . At approx 10 p.m my mum came home with food, finally . So that was it , a very fucktarded merdeka eve. I'm sort of grounded for no fucking particular reason that is why I'm stuck here at home again. Joy joy joy. Will somebody just shoot me already?


xoxo,M